choking

becoming somekind of lethargic mass

sleeping on/off/on/off alldaylong on/off/on

wallowing around

have a bagel and banana

turn the lights back off

hover under covers

and sleep

until it's dark

then do it again

nine more hours

what is wrong with me

srsly,though,idk

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misto bear's bunny ears are slouching

he hopped off my twinbed

scared the cat

get him,Margot

except he is 3x yr size

'good luck with that'

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here is more space, entering down, i'm going write something else irrelevant, non-related to latter post(s), so i'm going to put in these 'signs' to 'symbolize' i hope this makes 'sense' '\\\' AND/OR '///' but not ''/\/' or \/\' , those mean 'other things' , other things. run on sentence your face, this face, my face, a face, no face

///

this blanket reeks of laundry detergent

in a bad way

choking me with your freshness

you are too clean

///

listening to a band by some boy

i was with

#2

last spring break

what a trip

why

get off my playlist

you remind me of

uncomfortable things

but i like your songs

NEXT>>

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i'm 'afraid' of putting my playlist on 'random'

for fear of a song playing that i don't like

or some song connected to a memory that makes me feel melancholy

i choose what i listen to carefully

for fear of emotional trauma

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what am i doing

save now/ or publish post?

hm