.make sense! of this [NON]sense-tence.

31 December 2009

,-

back when I was alive;back when I could take flight;
I knew not yr middle name;you knew not mine

we had it without trying (it)
we did it through natural chemicals in our brains
the deep end was light years away
when you get near me I remember yr smell
it ceases to fade

our closeness kept us warm
kept us innocent


things were less complex then

back when

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recipe to ward off depression:

*a generous handful of people who care about you
*3 cups of hopefulness
*a dab of sunlight
*one quart quality time with close friends
*a limitless amount of fresh air
*ten days continuous bare the elements kind of exercise
*a daily scoop of productivity
*a hint of optimism.
*a spiritual encounter

stir it up & stay upbeat

k.

two years to the day

waiting for response
waiting for response
waiting for response I clean my hands of you

17 December 2009

[

and as for your sinister child,
we have no room for his restraints

14 December 2009

/

can't take peppin on a bike ride on my shoulder.. bloob bloob bloob
ain't the same
just ain't the same

08 December 2009

thought

If I ever were to open a coffee shop I would take normally bland titled obvious drinks and liven up their presence by calling them names which are obscure yet spark curiosity.

My main drink would be called 'Hot Fuzz'
I would not tell the consumer what was in the drink.
The consumers would have to be bold to try 'Hot Fuzz' (it would come to be known as the house special)


that is all.

05 December 2009

vague

my idealist dreams just tumbled down like dominos
you were never the plan
you were never in the plan
oh, but you happened anyways
we happened

who happened?

28 November 2009

I

will
always
be a greaser
no matter what

no thanks clean cut(s)

21 November 2009

WHO.YOU.ARE

so,
darlingdear
genuine
artistic
sensitive
sensory issue
post-11687
kid-glove reciprocator
literal kid eaa

what do you got to say

13 November 2009

thanks, because i needed to hear it


you said you could just sit for hours on my bed and
drink... from your water bottle
you said you just couldn't get away from me
(you should know by now why i always block the door)
_______, i want to keep you as long as possible

and you've been kind of sick lately so when you go
delicately you give me
oh, so sweet
kisses on the cheek

08 November 2009

i am

nothing that exciting today
only a lovely lonely being
sitting inside on a flowery couch
seventy two degrees
the sun is out
but not for long
forlorn
am i

25 October 2009

october 25 5am+

the virgin queen elizabeth has been eradicated

now entering the dark ages

she let it slip in
intentionally this time

it was a[wfully]lright

22 October 2009

/

today the rain kept spitting on the pavement
for hours

I walked through the mess
I got soaked and cold
I got cold and soaked

It took a long shower three hours and a bowl of veggie chili to make me,
make me warm again

then I passed out around 1, I woke up at 6

rain. still.
spit
-ting.

gushes of sky waste
it was seventy six degrees inside

I had a spicy aftertaste


20 October 2009

my dank sammich

the dankness....















about to indulge...













happy plate!














dank ingredients:
oatnut bread
fresh mozzarella
honey smoked turkey
chive & garlic hummus
green onion
cherry tomatoes
romane lettuce

19 October 2009

50.40

is what i just spent on _______


oh just late night grocery shopping.
never a good idea for tired elizabeth.
i want to learn to make good food from scratch with minimal ingredients
for instance, hummus, bread


almost cheesy poppy songs
example : shimmy shimmy quarter turn by hellogoodbye

make me kind of grin when I'm tired

not cheesy - throw me the statue - take it or leave it , dig dig dig dig

I just spent an hour at the local store
walking 3 or 4 times around in nice zig-zaggy loops, how loopy
The workers kept greeting me, I bet they thought , oh it's that girl again , the fourth time down this isle, what?
maybe a list would help. #notetoself
this is pointless I'm just wasting time.
plug in baby by muse.

i did self check out
the same chic is working there when i worked there, nothings changed in that dept, 'have a good night' - me , her ' you too' barely under her breath. o what impression did i leave there, who knows,
she was never very friendly anyway

goblin now has new cage stuff

i rode the trek today
i remember now why i like my mtn bike so much
when you hit the bumps
it doesn't matter

zzz

sixty six degrees

first post

montag.
'reading' biology
more later

spicy taste in my mouth
lentils/potatoes are delicious coupled with coconut yellow rice...
this place is chill
i love looking out the window watching conway traffic down prince
what a doozy
the sun plays shadowy games with the trees

hope i don't freeze bicycling home, i still have my cut-offs on from earlier
and a light cardigan

no worries my sk8tr helmet will keep me warm

isn't he cute!? -> (birdy)

e_arnie