stuffs

anytime after 2am i try to speak or type and well, i sound like a madlib

if you hang out w.me enough y'll master AM arnie interpretation
not to mention my wordplay frequently happens in the day, O & y'might start seeing stars as well,or just get dizzy

__---

every time i pass over these memorial bumps on this street i am repeatedly reminded of the holidays

specifically thanksgiving,

christmas

and how i was dressed

in 'sunday clothes'

through the years, a passenger in my parents car, anticipating the meal, the presents

but in the latter years i have worn whatever i want

my family matches

i do not

i am now reminded of my bout w.time and

how i arrive ten minutes past noon and when i

pull up everybody's car is there and

they're all waiting for me be present

to eat

0

never used to leave all the cabinets open

and the lights on

twitch.

at least i drive on the right side of the road i can balance on my bike i am still alive

twitch,

-

just another one of those nights

where you push yr clean unfolded laundry to one side of yr twin bed

slide off yr shoes

and pass out

...

alone

t.b.c.

you were way too beautiful to be real anyways

i was just hallucinating

i suppose

---

relevance

little tiny bits

puzzleput y tgthr

continually remind me of us being

not coincidental

dried knuckles

not for long

seasons rearrange

from my experience

the last one is always the best

m'ultimate beau yes y

done brshng my hair for a while

keep a beach wave

skipping to alaska this summer

on some big boat

north western winds

distance -36°

kid i can't

stop dreamin'

catch yr gaze

yr sunlit face

beams

our films exposed

oh

i just hope

we're visible

10 minutes til i

play that mixtape

wonder what their

faces will say

today

iii

sick o'seein' stars

shake her head to clear 'em out

she dreads doomed dizziness

yesterday in drawing class

she nearly fell on her

------------

bag of potatoes

rotting,their sprouts'a jiving

compost rock'n'roll

------------

one event on m'calendar

filled in weeks ahead

only to be

cancelled hours before

february proves to solely lead into spring

----------------

I got three different kinds o'exacto knives

and several back up blades

carry them everywhere I parade

never scared

------------------

skinny kid sprawled

over

grey cotton sheets

deep lucid dreams

darling

slept in for weeks

--------------

Fall Straight Back:

The Way the Lazy Do:

Twisted Tongue:

ixnay

i don't like lamotrigine.

tag freak

i've got the largest bag of tags

from clothes i have/ those people bought me

for yrs

those priced and not

i don't take the tag off until i wear the article of clothing

sometimes they stay on for weeks

once i decide to wear said article after taking off and saving the price tag in my little purple bag i'll cut the actual tag out and toss in it with the rest

not sure why i save both tags

well one time i had this great idea i would make something out of them...when i had a vast collection

with all the many clothes i own, well i've got a steady number now

my composition would be called

the oc consumer w.sensitive skin

febr 14 2010

strangest night ever

knew it was gonna be weird one when I dropped that carton of blueberries on g's yard

i picked up every single last one, well except for two i left for the birds

happy chinese new years

poopsquat the police

I played anyways

I have never seen those kids be so still and quiet to listen to a show

they surely didn't expect me

the roads were completely clear coming home

the weathermens don't know anything

a very anti-v day

hard core punk bands moshsmokea TREE?! drunken fools fight yr friend i'll sit upon the cabinet stay out of harms reach

o yea i got a 9am class

time to leave

peace///\/\\/\/\\/\/\/

now i stink stink stink

neon glittery

survived

alive&

satisfied

?

what an interesting day

full of _____

i don't know how to digest

seemed like a dream

;

in middle school i had a constant run-in w.run on sentences
slice
off
those
comma splices, e
o
let 'em
go &meet!
the semi-

colon

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Schneetag

i spy snowflakes drifting toward a pristinely blanketed earth

i get lost in deeper thoughts

silence ensues

()()()

Remove

ok ok ok ok ok ok

ok ok ok ok ok repeat yrself repeat yrself repeat undo redo you snooze don't snooze i floss you lost i taste lemon juice you taste pear / idon'tcare let's get out ofhere

i am nonsensical , enigmatical

sushi two nights in a row. 'big island' roll, what a magical taste. what a magical place- i drove an old army jeep on sand-dunes just thirteen

Remove

x-o x-no

yr hands smell like cracker jacks

it's time to take a bath

23

twenty-three a

classy.SooSHI.eve

you picked out me a pastel sequin sweater(w.my name on it)

spelled with an ‘s’

&made me a mixtape w.*ARNIE*written in familiar handwriting

since

i’m so sensitive/sentimental

i cried three times on the way home

kid EAA can’t control that absurd tearjerkurge

birthday is a confidence booster, whatever you’re lacking;you won’t be

this is your day elizabeth, even though you are dizzy and slightly sleep deprived

it’s your type of weather, somebody’s speaking to me lately

o God my life is glorious and I don’t deserve it one bit

thanx

[16 jan 2010]

hardcore IS riding yr bike in the 30s while tearing up every possible kind of ter[RAIN]

go mode is a

scary state for

at some point I

know I

will

c o l l a p s e

the

inevitability &severity of my

possible demise

urges me to well,

take

a

nap.

window, open

[sept 7 08]

the generators makin' sounds like it never has before
womp womp womp womp
continuously
if you think about it
you can hear it.
I don't try to get my feelings hurt, really, I don't
I'm just sensitive
so when you pass me at a party and don't say hi
well, I want to hide

purplerobotheart
silverspacemachine
my throat is sore
it's all your fault.

company in my floor

passed out
twenty-four
brown hair and eyes
lover
not a friend
not nearly
only far beyound

I pulled your shoes off
then managed to pick you upright
you just flopped in one motion on my twin bed like a caught, dead fish
you told me you were slightly schizophrenic
I believed you
then I slept beside you

I do remember, you rambled speedily slurrishly one time
I shook you until you snapped out of it
You told me your dreams were vivid
Well, so were mine

sept 30 08

X-No thanks

[5 jan 09]

linky

no words
except these::

today my insides fluttered
a brief moment , for
it felt like CRUSH.d , SQUEEZE.d slowly
the way you would an orange to get the juice out
like a pebble on a windowpane
horrifyingly discouraging

no more

then sudden thought songtocomfort / confront
joshritter girlinthewar
rain in the rain in the rain

rules are meant to be KEPT
in this case

apathy

gOO ->a->w->a->y->

you dOO nOOt b.cOOm. m.
I n..d you nOOt

L.AV..

[5 febr 09]

E.

favours not WHEN on hushed nights, the deathforce blows and bellows its brassy tune, abrupt, then FADES off, along the steel rods carefully laid out across the land
what a rush
such a rush

the walls move slightly, wispy airs

airy wisps

Bonne nuit, machine à vapeur


E remains in the northwest courner relieved

[25 February 2009]

energy inefficient

[9 August 2009]

_give me the word that goes here and I might buy you lunch____ by a
bulbed
light,
lightedbulb
rosetoemeraldtoviolettocyan
carefully painted w.stripes
by hand
aglow INSIDE glass

O.
radiating.

ONTO
the desertbland
w a l l
/
dear crunchy coloured cellophane will you beMYfriend for always & ever
?
/
i don't care IF
this makes sense

i triple don't care
for cliques
X-|

makes me not want to go out
in the open air
makes me want to shout
in the open air
and skip that thing i was 'supposed' to bring myself to
air
open
the
in

can distinguish yourselves from, yourselves
you look all the same

with various
names/
o and it's
sorta kinda sorta lame.
let's rhyme let's not
i'll throw this out tomorrow with my compost
sure, yeah, that one, the one i(don't)own

rot

bestfriend

[23 September 2009]

boots
your face
that feeling you know you can't control the
one you , the one I have no words to explain/withyou
no need to

somebody
pinch
me

i might just cry

purple pants
kid
and those
new black shoes
,plain

fit


my calendar is old
it's: in the kitchen
from last year
,but september has the same days as july, mostly


going back to light brown hair or is it dark blonde you decide
from pink to blue to purple to turquoise to bleach to yellow to golden to
natural

yeah, uhh

AHHHHHHHHHHHH
\\


enter
enter your face

what happened to it?

o! i know. sounds like::



storage closet
storage closet on a rainy night
storage closet on a rainy night and a good makeout


me
pinch
somebody

i did/n't


--
i found: my winter shoes
enter

a winter beau n
o
t


something
undefined
the inbetween
the grey fuzzy unclear line
why/not


there are no other gentleman callers.
just you

CRUNCHing acorns

so I've decided to post previously written notes lately:

here's one I wrote on

[28 november 2009]

:::CRUNCHing acorns never fails to make my day
any time
AND/not OR
any way

for that quaint delight
iROMP around yards

&in my saturn
you know,
i've turned my music DOWn
just to hear that!
sOUND