,-

back when I was alive;back when I could take flight;
I knew not yr middle name;you knew not mine

we had it without trying (it)

we did it through natural chemicals in our brains

the deep end was light years away

when you get near me I remember yr smell

it ceases to fade

our closeness kept us warm

kept us innocent

things were less complex then

back when

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recipe to ward off depression:

*a generous handful of people who care about you

*3 cups of hopefulness

*a dab of sunlight

*one quart quality time with close friends

*a limitless amount of fresh air

*ten days continuous bare the elements kind of exercise

*a daily scoop of productivity

*a hint of optimism.

*a spiritual encounter

stir it up & stay upbeat

k.

two years to the day

waiting for response

waiting for response

waiting for response I clean my hands of you

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and as for your sinister child,

we have no room for his restraints

/

can't take peppin on a bike ride on my shoulder.. bloob bloob bloob

ain't the same

just ain't the same

thought

If I ever were to open a coffee shop I would take normally bland titled obvious drinks and liven up their presence by calling them names which are obscure yet spark curiosity.

My main drink would be called 'Hot Fuzz'

I would not tell the consumer what was in the drink.

The consumers would have to be bold to try 'Hot Fuzz' (it would come to be known as the house special)

that is all.

vague

my idealist dreams just tumbled down like dominos

you were never the plan

you were never in the plan

oh, but you happened anyways

we happened

who happened?

I

will

always

be a greaser

no matter what

no thanks clean cut(s)

WHO.YOU.ARE

so,

darlingdear

genuine

artistic

sensitive

sensory issue

post-11687

kid-glove reciprocator

literal kid eaa

what do you got to say

thanks, because i needed to hear it

you said you could just sit for hours on my bed and

drink... from your water bottle

you said you just couldn't get away from me

(you should know by now why i always block the door)

_______, i want to keep you as long as possible

and you've been kind of sick lately so when you go

delicately you give me

oh, so sweet

kisses on the cheek

i am

nothing that exciting today

only a lovely lonely being

sitting inside on a flowery couch

seventy two degrees

the sun is out

but not for long

forlorn

am i

october 25 5am+

the virgin queen elizabeth has been eradicated

now entering the dark ages

she let it slip in

intentionally this time

it was a[wfully]lright

/

today the rain kept spitting on the pavement

for hours

I walked through the mess

I got soaked and cold

I got cold and soaked

It took a long shower three hours and a bowl of veggie chili to make me,

make me warm again

then I passed out around 1, I woke up at 6

rain. still.

spit

-ting.

gushes of sky waste

it was seventy six degrees inside

I had a spicy aftertaste

my dank sammich

the dankness....

about to indulge...

happy plate!

dank ingredients:

oatnut bread
fresh mozzarella
honey smoked turkey
chive & garlic hummus
green onion
cherry tomatoes
romane lettuce

50.40

is what i just spent on _______

oh just late night grocery shopping.

never a good idea for tired elizabeth.

i want to learn to make good food from scratch with minimal ingredients

for instance, hummus, bread

almost cheesy poppy songs

example : shimmy shimmy quarter turn by hellogoodbye

make me kind of grin when I'm tired

not cheesy - throw me the statue - take it or leave it , dig dig dig dig

I just spent an hour at the local store

walking 3 or 4 times around in nice zig-zaggy loops, how loopy

The workers kept greeting me, I bet they thought , oh it's that girl again , the fourth time down this isle, what?

maybe a list would help. #notetoself

this is pointless I'm just wasting time.

plug in baby by muse.

i did self check out

the same chic is working there when i worked there, nothings changed in that dept, 'have a good night' - me , her ' you too' barely under her breath. o what impression did i leave there, who knows,

she was never very friendly anyway

goblin now has new cage stuff

i rode the trek today

i remember now why i like my mtn bike so much

when you hit the bumps

it doesn't matter

zzz

sixty six degrees

first post

montag.

@la lucha space

'reading' biology

more later

spicy taste in my mouth

lentils/potatoes are delicious coupled with coconut yellow rice...

this place is chill

i love looking out the window watching conway traffic down prince

what a doozy

the sun plays shadowy games with the trees

hope i don't freeze bicycling home, i still have my cut-offs on from earlier

and a light cardigan

no worries my sk8tr helmet will keep me warm

isn't he cute!? -> (birdy)

e_arnie