last night on the bus ride home i wrote this on my macbook

the internet is DOwn

the internet is DOwn

PILOT TRAVEL CENTER via megabus via chicago to champain to memphis

shower number five is ready

shower number five is ready

shower user number five please initiate

i just touched base in 'Effingham' IL

i just bought a tolberone in 'Effingham' IL

its 2:56 am

and i am in effing 'Effingham' IL and i am effing amused.

f-ing.

25oct10

ceramics studio

the soda machines spittin out

unexpected quantities of change

1 dime 3 nickels and a quarter

thanks? i guess

i'm:

(1) too tired to 'deal' with this

(2) hiccup face

(3) clay hands

i didn't mean to push pepsi

cause unknown

her lips were dry like leather hide

salt stings and chapped dermis

even the most moisturizing product fails

to replenish

the normality of moisture

a kiss' death

my dream about ana

( addressed to ana )

dude. you were in my nap dream idk how. i was in your city, we were going to meet up to eat at someplace well known for its hummus /pita bread. we discussed it out on the swanky rooftop dinning area/level. i was carrying a bunch of things like a suitcase, wearing heels and it was taking me a minute to get out downstairs from my hotel room, you darted out energetically and i was to follow you to your car but you got a bit ahead of me, jumping into the elevator and went down before me, but i didn't know which level you had gone to (to find your car -it wasn't on the ground level) so i decided to go out the front door, yet i realized the place was skyscraper high -i would have to shimmy down a ladder for 100 feet before i hit the outside stairs. so i took the inside stairs, and there was this huge slide instead so i slid down to the bottom level. somebody let their baby slide down too, but it went one way and came back the next, having the biggest time ever, but the opposing person failed to catch it and it kind of crashed and cried a lot, but it was ok. after that i started to express how i felt 'lost' via text message, my phone battery was about to die, and as i typed you showed up right in front of me and we went to eat.

( ana edits NVW! )

Interview!

I was recently interviewed by the University of Central Arkansas’ student run newspaper, The Echo about my poems. I read them at the Vortex Reading & Community Jam at La Lucha in Conway, Arkansas.

finally posted (from july 29) these turned into lyrics for a song

i spent my summers alone
sewing hand clutches
never leaving my apartment

my wrist was sore from
the needle penetrating
matte board through fabric silk

a constant push and pull
my thimble was getting worn

sometimes i stuck my finger
on accident
and
it hurt

i had a roommate
but i basically was the only one there
all the time

it got old

i was productive
but lonely as fuck

the local weirdos / psychos
sporadically hollerinG at me

ain't nothin new
ain't a damn thing new in this little-po-dunk-no-way-town

let me alone
leave it be
i'd rather sit here and sew
than fancy you
fancy, you


song:
'fancy you'

myspace.com/neonglittery

pretty 'english'

reading

this is me reading a few pieces

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click here:

beans and rice

1.61 in my account after rent goes through. jeez. beans and rice

egg sandwich supper

(head hurts)

sneeze X3

not interested.

forecast>>

weather: rain

day: strange

mood: in & out, but covering most states

i'm on fb chat

but you talk to me on

gmail chat

should i get on gmail

just so you'll talk to me?

i don't need to check my email right now

but i'd like to converse with you

i should just get off the internet

i have homework to do

i can't read you

but i want to

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