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these shorts are commando shorts only
but i keep that to myself

i resisted my once most-favourite-ever meal,
grannie's potato CHEESE soup
i poured it back into the pot
she kind of cringed i think
vegan efforts; southern discomforts

family makes fun of me at dinner
for how i cut my hair
for what i wear
get me out of here

P O R T L A N D I A
i can hear you calling me
i_am_almost_with_you

everything stings

she uses vaseline IRL

how did i get here. the drain stopped. my kitchen holds a vegan chocolate cake. my head hurts. my camera works. i'm sewing triangular shapes

MAXIMUM character limit met

IRL

encroached/ing on your 'personal space'

IRL/not IRL

oh god

oh god

i hold the right to beat you up IRL

i want throw to cuties at you IRL

i want to smack you with tangerines IRL

you deserve it

IRL

as you sat on my bed you pulled something out of your backpack

you said you found it

it was a lightbulb

knowing you i wasn't surprised i was more amused than anything

because who knows where and when and how you found it and what you were thinking bringing it to me on your 2 am bike ride to my apartment

guy schizophrenic and your off the wall aspirations

i know why you thought i would like it

you knew me well and

well i liked it

but that's not what mattered that night

what mattered that night was your face

you brought it to me

and i kind of ate it

then i lit up with such electric surge

i would have shocked you

if you unscrewed me

this is i today and my

feeling blurry today , surreal even

shaky like stillness under anchor

weight heavy unlightheadedness spin dizz

rotate brainstation mush velour gentlelike

pet caressing cardigan buttoned up reflection skip

days counting and float with distorted timesense

nu vid

loop loop mindscapes

a short featuring words/illustrations by brett gallagher/elizabeth arnold respectively

from our echapbook collaboration
'loop loop endogenous nightscape'

published via /rm

go team BEAG

future;

PORTLAND!

why are we not together yet

PORTLAND!

i need you

PORTLAND:

you're calling me

PORTLAND

i want to be with you

PORTLAND

i want to be inside of you

PORTLAND

see future me? see future you.

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Metazen has published a poem coupled with a collage by me.

sort of chuckling at my 'bio' this morning. (after all of that I forgot to mention where I blog)

1 hour after new years

my throat is sore

it's all your fault(s)

my mouth was some kind of dirty whore

unexpected past lovers

showed up

what was i supposed to do

2kissfest11

3/3

lucky them